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January 10th, 2009

02:06 pm: fuck
you you you you and you!

January 7th, 2009

02:25 pm: babies here there everywhere!
A plethora of kids from my graduating class now have babies. It's somewhat ridiculous. Hardly any of these girls having babies are married or in a committed relationship with the father. I just hope that these babies are taken care of....

It's interesting to me at this point because my oldest brother, Daniel, and his wife have been trying to have a baby now for nearly two years (i think that's right) with no luck, but girls who really shouldn't be having babies because THEY ARE STILL BABIES THEMSELVES are getting preggers right and left.

I want people my age to stop having babies and my sister in law to get pregnant NOW!!!!

the end.

fun day ahead! couseling, working out at the most beautiful gym i've ever stepped foot in, and then meeting an old best friend, Jaime, for dinner and drinks at The Tonic Room where there is also a show (an amazing Chicago group Daphne Willis&Co. will be playing) going on....i'm fuckin stoked!



Current Location: in bed but getting out now!
Current Mood: balanced
Current Music: cat purrring

January 4th, 2009

09:28 pm: Troy Bolton is a raccoon with a pink collar!
First of all, families are FUCKED UP! i really have almost zero respect for marriage anymore--it's been dwindling for years and it's almost depleted. the marriage of two people tends to affect way more than just those two people and quite often in a negative way, therefore, it's ridiculous. believe me, it is not gay people ruining the "institution" of marriage-whatever that fucking means......

I will add one more thing to that-i love my family so very much it often hurts my bones, head, and heart regardless of them being fucked up individually as well as a unit.

i got my cat a new toy that he seems to love-yay go me! hopefully he will play with it a lot and loose a lil weight because he is getting extra chubby since he doesn't play outside anymore (too cold and he's scared of snow which is somewhat humorous).

a positive note: what i thought was stolen at Evan's NYE party was found in a random closet! hooooray!

one last positive note (because there can't be too many-that would cramp my styleeee): I finally have a ticket to visit Utah! Feb 4th to the 14th! hooooooray to the uber whack it-ness! I'm thrilled that i will be spending ten days there even though that's not even enough to do all i want to do! I need to:
1. Spend quality time with my mom
2. Spend quality time with my brother and sister in law
3. Go snowboarding hopefully two days in a row
4. Go on a hike with my brother and cousin Jason
5. Spend quality time with my bffs Megan and Craig
6. Go to Club Sound on Friday night-get out of my mind drunk and dance like there's no tomorrow!
7. See my mormon girls (hopefully all of them, but if not, as many as possible)-Becca and Ellie Hall, Tori Blonquist, Marie Bates, Ashley Tracey and possibly others i'm forgetting...
8. Visit University of Utah's campus
9. Spend quality time with my gays
10. Spend a night with boxed wine and Slza (his real name is Chris which i didn't actually know until being friends with him for ever two years)
11. Visit my aunts, uncles and cousins!
12. Have the time of my life!

....among many other important things....

Current Location: home home on the range....
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: kathy griffin is music to my ears!
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04:16 pm: to all the whiny college students
Dear college students bitching and moaning about going back to school,

Why don't you try being thankful for once that you get to be in college? Stop whining. Suck it up. Do your shit. Realize that you are blessed to be in college.

Okay. Thanks.



Current Location: home?
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: my brother's annoying fucking voice

December 31st, 2008

12:00 am: sharp rocks ya dumb bitch!
Charlotte Russe i hate you and will be quitting you tomorrow. Thanks for a wonderful (psh, not!) 4 weeks of work! So now i'm back looking for another second job or a great job to replace having two!

I CAN NOT WAIT FOR PARTY TIME AT EVANS nye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jenny=getting schwasted and groovy!

you have got to love life! ! ! ! ! ! !

Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: beyonce bitches

December 28th, 2008

04:23 pm: fuck you
fuck. not one thing has gone as planned today. i want to shoot my head off. i fucking feel like second rate in every way possible.

when will it be my day?

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck you you you!

i thought itd be great for you to be back.....

i wish i had a mountain to climb right now so that when i get to the top i can just scream and scream and scream...probably obscenities ! i wish i was in utah so i could do this.......i miss utah.

i keep wondering, sometimes aloud, why am i still here in illinois? my family is gone. except steven, my brother. so why do i remain? i don't know. i think i have convinced myself that i love it, but i'm pretty sure i'm lying to myself. i told my oldest brother more than a week ago that i would make a pro/con list of leaving chicago for salt lake city and then submit it to him for some advice. i have yet to do so just like i have yet to do all other important things in my life. wtf is wrong with me?

there are people i love here but i can still keep those relationships so i think id mostly be pissed to leave my amazing fucking therapist. bernadette. greatest woman alive possibly...that isn't related to me....cuz my mom is the greatest woman alive overall...

ranting. i know.

good day.

fuck day!

Current Mood: fucked
Current Music: none fuck

December 23rd, 2008

02:26 am: to fuck or not to fuck
My golley gee wizards and monkeys, what a great show at the Metro tonight! I can't believe my former Broken Use played the freakin' Metro!!!!! I'm so proud of them and happy for them. I should have had Brandon pinch me so i for sure knew it was real. ha. I love Souba.

The end for now.

Oh, wait, yea, Christmas oh Christmas, how do i feel about thee?! Fuck.

Current Mood: amusedamused

December 19th, 2008

06:41 pm: if i believe in violence id hurt someone today.

Current Mood: angryangry

December 14th, 2008

10:03 pm: under appreciated
I haven't been on here in forever. I'm going to try blogging again because in general, it used to make me feel good.

Why then, do i know not what to write?

ugh. i'm pushing everyone away. esp my parents.

Current Location: home.
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: oasis

July 18th, 2008

12:02 am: i'm back
life is one crazy ride.
i hope i don't throw up off the side.
or lose my glasses. or hat. although i don't wear hats.

crazy crazy crazy like anything other than a horse/fox.

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